On a trail....

I was not expecting that i will be posting again so soon.I am a passive blogger.You can easily make out from the frequency of my posts. But nowdays,situation is a bit different. I have many reasons to be here.The first one that tops my list is that i am idle, killing time at home and during these times of complete vellapan, my mind is inundated with stupid thoughts . The best thing, in this case, is to dump all the brainy baggage here in this little space of mine.Waise did i say, i am idle,well...if i dont consider all those entrances that i am giving as a perfect reason to keep me preoccupied then yes, i am idle..
So lately, what i have been thinking ? umm.. nothing that special which will compel you to start pondering over, nothing like that but still it is something that forces me to sit up and give a second thought to the whole subject.
I was wondering how past few years of my life have passed by .Definitely,nothing extraordinary has been done that makes me worthy of a standing ovation..hehe...I am leading a normal life but if i think a little more,then i feel,i was always in the pursuit of something or the other, striving hard to prove my mettle and still, nothing has changed. I am still striving to prove myself and to everyone around me that i can be somebody. I do have some capabilities. So dont write me off as nobody.
Am i doing something different or thinking out of the box ? naah...Infact, everybody around me is doing the same.We all are trying to carve out a niche out there.
Sometimes, i feel that we all have been let loose in a big jungle where we all are on a trail, on a treasure hunt, always ready to take chances, putting everything at stake just to be one step closer to the treasure we are desperately seeking. All people are on this trail, treading on unseen paths , walking through unventured territories, experimenting with every new, unknown thing out there.
But there lies a difference. The meaning and the form of treasure is different for everyone.For some, it is in a tangible form and for some, it is intangible.All of us have different definitions to define it and have different visions of it.Noone knows what is that actual thing that we are truly seeking but we all are on this trail. Noone knows where this adventure will end ,what will be the final fruit that our efforts will bear but still we are undeterred and we prefer to walk on , just in the hope that at the end of the day, we will be somewhere and we will be suitably rewarded for setting out on this adventure...i guess, this is the indomitable spirit of human life.Just move on, dont think about the outcome whether it will be bad or good, simply follow your heart because evrything will be good in the end and if its not, then its not the end.