Either somebody has pressed the fast forward button or i was oblivious to my surroundings that i didnt notice the changes that were going around me at such a rapid speed.Life is moving at an animated pace.
I realized yesterday only that almost two months have passed since i came to hyderabad, far away from the loved ones , from my home , from my friends.
The realization came in the form of broad , warm smiles, warm hugs that welcomed me when i stepped in the verandah of my home and shouted with joy,announcing my arrival after almost two months. Eyes gleamed with love and affection and the reason was my homecoming. I was the reason behind all those happy faces.. hehe...The way i am showered with love,it feels that i have come back from the battleground .
Its so good to be back in the company of loved ones.Nothing can beat this feeling.
And the best part is catching up with old pals.Hearing their bewildered voices, their shrieks of joy when i called up and broke the news that i am back.It is so assuring to know that there is a bunch of people who care for me and my presence or absence does affect them.My presence matters to them.
Only two months have passed but i feel that i have returned after ages.Nothing has changed here but still everything seems new, so fresh to me.
Only one glimpse of these familiar faces that show unwavering trust in me and all the worries and fears have vanished.Everything is crystal clear.
Saturday, August 30, 2008
Monday, August 4, 2008
Whirlpool of emotions
Scared, Baffled,Excited, Nervous ,Elated, Sad....I am going through a whirlpool of emotions.So many conflicting feelings are running thru my mind .Some things always remain unsettled. Its like a puzzle. The harder you try to solve it , more confusing it gets..
At times I feel like a kid who has been introduced to a different world.The door that has been lately unlocked has led to an alien world. At times it gives all the reasons to cheer and smile and at times, it all seems so useless.It gives me all the plausible reasons to quit and go back and sometimes i see all the reasons to hold on.I am in a state of ambivalence.But nothing scary to give me goosebumps.
Just the initial hiccups that i will soon overcome with time.It gives me kicks and sometimes knocks the daylight out of me.But i am unperturbed coz the doors are now open and i am walking towards the light.
At times I feel like a kid who has been introduced to a different world.The door that has been lately unlocked has led to an alien world. At times it gives all the reasons to cheer and smile and at times, it all seems so useless.It gives me all the plausible reasons to quit and go back and sometimes i see all the reasons to hold on.I am in a state of ambivalence.But nothing scary to give me goosebumps.
Just the initial hiccups that i will soon overcome with time.It gives me kicks and sometimes knocks the daylight out of me.But i am unperturbed coz the doors are now open and i am walking towards the light.
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