Scared, Baffled,Excited, Nervous ,Elated, Sad....I am going through a whirlpool of emotions.So many conflicting feelings are running thru my mind .Some things always remain unsettled. Its like a puzzle. The harder you try to solve it , more confusing it gets..
At times I feel like a kid who has been introduced to a different world.The door that has been lately unlocked has led to an alien world. At times it gives all the reasons to cheer and smile and at times, it all seems so useless.It gives me all the plausible reasons to quit and go back and sometimes i see all the reasons to hold on.I am in a state of ambivalence.But nothing scary to give me goosebumps.
Just the initial hiccups that i will soon overcome with time.It gives me kicks and sometimes knocks the daylight out of me.But i am unperturbed coz the doors are now open and i am walking towards the light.
3 comments:
nice stuff lady... i was initially taken back with crossroads of words which gave me a thrill of solving the puzzle. towards the end i was still expecting the relation of the whole "whirlpool of emotions" to my ordinary life. disappointingly i could not find any and had to accept it as generic phase in life which fits in at many places.
-vikramaditya
well your life does sound interesting, wonder what triggered the whirlpool-ness in life...
@ Rahul
my life is nt interesting but its my confused mind that makes it look interesting.nothin else. : )
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